in love with night

the night lovesme so. the day is garish, but the sun seems to give me direction. no work yet, but trying to keep up the times. i feel in a state of suspended time. i can brarly even work my sisters phone.. good thing/ who cares. i dont. thats all that matters. just as long as i never care. right? when i see you again, and i know were gonna see the day that oone is around, so were going to have to talk, im not gonna say i still think of you. im not gonna say i still have those strong feelings. im just going to hold my tongue. ive caused too much destruction. so i love you night, you know me well.